最后一次机会

这七年来，每一天都是一样的生活。爸爸妈妈牺牲了很多很多的金钱和时间，鼓励我，支持我。就只是这几点，我已经很很感动了。可是，我这废物呢，没有一次让他们高兴过，只是让他们失望过。我有想过要放弃，可是爸爸不但叫我不要放弃，而还教我。他有气喘，但还是那么的坚持着。有时我是误了，他就骂我。你也知道骂的感觉是怎样的，很烦，当时很希望耳朵是聋的。可是当他一句都没说的时候，我就觉得他在也不理我了。哈，是不是觉得很矛盾。妈妈呢，永远陪伴我。去练习，载我。我到其他州比赛，跟着去，我闷时，会陪我。比赛时，支持我。我这笨蛋呢，只给了他们一个大大的 ‘失望‘。我每次比赛时，只有输没有赢。我非常非常的希望，这个星期可以做出一点成绩给所有人看，我还可以，我还有希望，我很强。而这这个星期，是我最后的希望。就好像人的身命，一死了，什么也没有了，只能说‘拜拜’。希望我可以达到我的目标，非常希望。。。

Mission

I don't know what happen today.This morning,my friend accompany me to the teachers' office to pass up the book.This morning was the deadline to pass up the add math book.She(add math teacher)was sitting there marking the book.I told her i wanted to pass up my book.She just answer me'hmmm'.Three of us silent for a few second.Then she suddenly looked at me and said 'You didn't came to school for a long time?'I thought she knew that I play badminton and didn't came to school almost a month.When I going to answer 'yes',she scold me 'You don't know how to open the page that I haven't mark?!'Something wrong if I don't open the book..=.=
In the afternoon,I played badminton with my parent at outdoor.I fell down and almost sprain my leg.When i do shadow,I slipped!!!Thank god,don't have any injuries.
Tomorrow I am going to Pahang,kuantan to play second circuit.This is my another mission.I hope I can get champ again.I won't disappointed them again.I really hope i can win.Come on!!!!

unexpected

I woke up early in the morning.I am so nervous about what kind of training we will do.Before we leave,mom open the bonnet to check all those old engine.Mom fill some water in it(dunno what the thing called),then we left the house.After 10 minutes,when we wait for the traffic light to turn green,mom ask me 'Where is the steam come from??'Then I looked where she pointed at.Where is the steam come from???!!!From our car!!!Both of us were petrified,dunno what to do in the middle of the road.Mom clam down herself and told me we will stop beside the highway.
When we reach there,mom stop the engine and check what's happen.I told my mom don't open the cap as the water still boiling otherwise the water will splash all around.But mom insist,luckily nothing happen.Mom fill the water again,but it is leaking.We have to call dad to see what happen to this stupid car.
After he reach and check it,he said have to crane the car.So dad sent me back home 1st.Dad have to spend rm350 to repair the car.Afternoon 5 o'clock only finished repaired.So today,i spent all the time in the house,in my room.Haiz..so sad miss training again..

Boring & sad day

Today is the first day I went to school in this month.I know I have to catch up all those stupid homework.Ya..so many..When i step in my school,I felt like I was new,n I am invisible.No one was talking to me.In this moment,i feel like I have no friend at all.Our conversation are not same.Most of them like to talk about handsome guy,what he did yesterday and bla bla bla...=.=..recess time,smeone don't know how to say'excuse me'.That women push me and don't even say sorry..whatever..
I get 2 exam paper,when I saw the mark,my heart sink,the marks was sooo lowww..I was thinking,what am i gonna do??study fail,badmonton bad,how?I relly relly dunno why,now I feel so sad and wanna cry as if like dun wanna live in this complex world.

New

Yoh!!today was my 1st day to write the blog..
Yaya..I know my english is not very good..so I will learn it!!>.<